Changed Life..living n loving it wholeheartedly..

Love...Love...

2009-06-11T20:36:00.000-07:00

I really thank God for everything He has done in my life.

He really makes everything BEAUTIFUL in its time.

Persistence and perseverance, seems like nothing compare to Your love, God

Draw me close to You evenmore each day..

Love...Love...

my super mom ;)

2009-05-29T01:29:00.000-07:00

My mom just visited me in Singapore since few days ago for my Graduation Show. so happy for it, after a very long time ;)

I thank God for everything.

It's a great thing to be a mother. I never realized this before. hehehe...But what a lovely experience that I got from her. Usually as a child, what we do to our mother is complaining, complaining and complaining. She kept nagging on us to do this and that.

But have we ever thought why she did that??Does she do it because of her unloving side of us??of course not guys.

It was me myself who experienced it. just few days ago. I felt so uncomfortable when she was nagging at me. Inside my heart I kept telling my self, "I know it, mom!I know!!". But thank God that He gave me a clear mind that she did it because she loves me ;) so I just kept quiet and do what she wanted me to do.

Our parents never wants to either hurt or harm us. They do want to give the BEST for us. Maybe we would never know, how much have they put or given their EVERYTHING just to make us happy and convenient.

My mom also taught me, how to be patient, how to love unconditionally, how to sacrifice. Thank you mom, without you, I won't be like who I am now. Thank you for sending me to study in Singapore, while I was complaining again and again, coz I wanted to stay in Bandung. But I learnt to be independent here. How to be 'people centered'. not 'self centered'. I'm still trying hard to do my best here =)

I love you mom...I'm so grateful to be your child =)

Random

2009-05-06T19:45:00.000-07:00

hello yellooo, i'm back!after a very long time..hehehe..
so sorry guys, never update you all, but it's been really tough for me to finish all my Final Year Project!fiuhhh....full of freedom now ;p

may I share in Indonesian??ehem..ehem..

belakangan ini rasanya berat bgt ngejalanin smua..ya tugaslah, mo pindahah rumah lah, pacar??hmm...not really si untungnya ;D yaaa, pkonya berasa berat bgt buat ngejalanin smuanya..temen2 di skola kok rasanya ga supportive, malah rasanya kok competitive bgt, malah in negative way...hmmm yahh maklumlah, kelas Exhibition Design cuman ber14...dan cuman ada 1 kelas..jadi ya hasilnya bgitu...

Tapi berhubung seorang Cecil sudah di set untuk selalu menjadi Positive Thinker, jadi yg saya pikirkan hanya.."yah, lumayanlah, klo kelasnya competitive berarti our quality jadi High Standard donk?" betul??^^ ...(I really thank God for this;) ) di saat para junior pada bilang klo kelasnya kurang lah standardnya dsb, tapi di 3rd year ini malah berasa sangat amat sebaliknya..

yah...walopun sering banget BETE ama kelakuan beberapa orang temen2 skelas yang sangat tidak Mature itu, tapi karena saya yg mature, ya hrs ngalah donk, betul??^^

jadi yaaa, saya jalanin aja hidupku yg kurang lebih agak tragis krn sekelas sm mereka..STRESS bow!!coba aja klian bayangin, hidup 1 taun (ada yg lebih) sama temen2 yg negatively competitive...hmmmm, yg ga kebayang emang hrs nyobain dolo si...wakakkaa..jgn si tapi,,klo ada yg tmn skelasnya supportive smua, BERSYUKURLAH akan hal itu!hehehe...

yahh..hal lain dan sebagainya..sibuk jg sama urusan gereja, lg mo assesment, banyak artis yg dtg k gereja..ya Nafa Urbach and Zac Lee, Ello, dll..(kan mo bolos jd ga bisa!wakakaka) jadi emang hrs bener2 atur waktu sedemikian rupa buat bisa nyelesain smua task!yeah!!

Jadi kesetresanku adalah, di saat smua org gan jiong bgt ngerjain FYP, gue msh sempet2nya keliling ksana kemari...dr ujung singapore yg di kiri(Expo) ampe yg di kanan (Jurong West)!!haiah!!...but I'm trying to get used to it lah.hahaha..

blm lg, ada sohib lama yg ada performance FYP nya..lalu saia berkunjung dah..(ahirnya hr itu ga kerja tgs sm skali dueh..haizzz) merasa sangat bersalah klo ga ngerjain tgs sharian...ya eyalah yaa...T.T yaaaaa pkonya long story bgt deh perjuangan FYP kuuu, dah penuh darah dan air mata ituu...(cm iyon yg tau...wakakaka)

I realised that sometimes even as a leader, it's not really good to hide your emotion mannn, krn jadinya malah berantakan...!!!huhuhuhu...abis bingung jg..pny pacar ya sibuk bgt..ga bsa dikontek dah klo lg kerja..rumet,idupnya lbh seteres dr g, malah ntar dia yg tambh setres lg. member yg laen, lg sama2 sibuk ngerjain FYP..hmm...fam and friends yg di indo??yahh, males ah, mahal jg konteknya...wakakkka...yeah, I was ALONE man...ikz...tp ya sutrahlah, I did it man!hehehe...

Ironis emang, kusadari emang tiap assesment ga pernah bisa berjalan so smoothly...adaaaaa aja yg distract!ya yg itu tadi uda tak list down apa2 aja yg bikin aku bingung..hmm...

oiya, tambah lg..kemaren ini komputerku jg dipinjammmm, jadi ya nasib dah ga bisa ngerjain tgs sendiri..(cerita ini jadi rahasia ;p) alhasil, setelah beres dipinjam, malah jd gue yg buru2 bikin tgs sendiri!!nasibbb, nasibbb...tp ya ada value jg ni...laen kli, klo emang tugas sndiri lom beres, JANGAN PINJEMIN barang sendiri k org laen dl...bukan pelit lohhh, tapi drpd pusing n mess up sendiri, palagi ini FYP geto lochh!!!haiahhhh...ahh sudah deh, tak usa dibahas lbh jauh, tar malah luka hatiku..(cuih basana!hahahaha)

to make the story shorter, wakkaa..FYP ku agak KACAU!!karena bikin presentation board buru2..lecturer bilang klo boardku disappointing..huhuhuhu...T.T yahhh mo gmna lg, wong bikinnya dengan mata yg sudah melek slama 24 jam..dah capek pek pek!!dan ga sempet prepare buat verbal presentation..yahhh Tuhannnn gmn ini...

dalem hatiku aku cm minta grace dr Tuhan...wlpn aku tau, usaha yg uda aku lakuin KURANG BGTTTTT, dibanding presentation sblm2 nya...ikz...God, I really saddd!!!>,<

But God really comfort me..
Yoh 14:1

"Janganlah gelisah hatimu; percayalah kepada Allah, percayalah juga kepadaKu..."

Yoh 14:27

"Damai sejahtera Kutinggalkan bagimu. Damai sejahtera-Ku Kuberikan kepadamu, dan apa yg Kuberikan TIDAK SEPERTI yg diberikan oleh dunia kepadamu. JANGANLAH GELISAH DAN GENTAR HATIMU."
(penekanan ditambahkan ;p)

oohhh God, how I lov Youuuu....it's so sweet Lord..pas baca ini, ADEM AYEM gt loh rasane...God always knows what is the best for me...dan aku tau, sgala ssuatu bakal indah TEPAT pada waktunya..;) so I don't need to worry anymore...i know that I am the HEAD, NOT the TAIL!!yeahh!!!!

I believe that God has prepared something great for me!!whatever it is...though it's may be not the time yet, but I'll wait patiently and persistently...I am the child of God who carry His power!

Lord, teach me how to be more like You...and I believe, di balik smuanya ini, ada MAKSUD Tuhan yg hrs di nyatain...Amennn....=)

lov You, lov You, lov You...=)

He truly hears my little prayer!=)

2009-03-25T08:48:00.000-07:00

Deep give thanks from me to my beloved God..He truly hears every single our prayer!=)

I thank God that I may know Him so closely that I may ask everything in His name. When I am weak, You are STRONG!!Praise God!!^^

Since we have our Prayer Book (launched by CHC^^), I become more and more excited and surely more persistent in my personal prayer (thank you so much to Ps. Tan as he proposed this idea ;p). I believe as we keep knocking heaven's door, God will always be there to open it. =)

Just a short testimony from me about my school life ^^

Recently, it's quite a struggling for me to deal with my time management. As some of you know, I am currently a full time 3rd year student in NAFA. hmmm..Exhibition Design major is not as easy as some people think. It's really tough though. *sighhh*

Besides, I'm also serving in church ministry that requires me to make time for some meetings, such as Leaders Meeting, Cell Group Meeting, and of course weekend services every week. Some more, I need to support Indonesian Service every Sunday. No, I'm not complaining about this. In fact, I really enjoy it! I love to be in the house of God! ;)

And the other thing, having a boyfriend in my final year is not easy indeed. hahaha...
yeah, surely I have to make time as well to accompany him. My bf is currently working full time in quite a prominent company in Singapore. So there's no doubt that he will be so busy most of the time. Some more, he's quite trusted by his boss (he said it's really irritating to be trusted by his boss!hahahaha...)

He 's not working in normal working days. There are long and short weeks that he has. For the long week, he will end on Wednesday, where for the short one is Tuesday. So when he is free, of course I have to make time to meet him or chat with him more at least.
So of course there are some days when I was very very busy, but then I can't get rid to meet him =.= But I don't want to make it some stressful issue, I just wanna enjoy every single time as a 'refreshing'.hehehehe..(In fact, may I say that I'm not a stressful minded kind of people??hehe...I just enjoy everything I have ;D )

Yeah, so being a final year student with lots of issues is quite tough for me ;p
Until I felt that I wouldn't be able to do better if the situation is consistently like now. But I keep thanking God for everything I get so far. I asked Him to keep strengthening me, so that I won't get lost, discouraged, or etc.

I also praying for great breakthrough for my study. Coz it was quite decreasing in terms of my grades. I kept praying so I won't miss my time management.

As I persistently pray for those areas, finally God starts to show me some things greater in my study area. Especially in my Final Year Project (FYP), God really starts to move!!
At the beginning of this project, I was really no idea about what I should do for the next step. But ended with my lecturers told me that my floor plan design was the most completed among all!

The other thing, I really never stay overnight to do my work anymore for this semester!hehehe...Even if I stayed overnight, it's just for several days. Then my lecturers start to see some of my further development of my design, and they really like it!

Even for my last presentation (that just ended this afternoon ;p) I did it quite in a rush!Just finish 10 mins before presentation!!!>,<"
then when I was in front of the accessors already, I just realised that there are some pages were gone!!goshhh...I did not have time to re-check it!But I was just pretending nothing happened and kept presenting what I have.
By the end of the presentation, one of the external accessors said that I was the best today!!yeay!!^^ PRAISE GODDD!!!;D

Then, it's just last week that my other lecturer said that one of my subject got 'A' grade!!Then the other lecturer also said that our group's project of history was impressed her!though we did it in rush too!wakaka( don't follow this one ;p)

But overall, I thank God for everything. I believe that promotions come from God. Just wait for the correct time to come upon us. Keep persistently pray what we eager for, and God shall hear our prayers!!and don't forget to always have a POSITIVE thinking!=)

God bless guys...;)

Graduation show's photoshoot 060309

2009-03-08T20:40:00.000-07:00

We're graduating sooonnnn!!!really really soon I mean. Just less than 2 months!goshhhh...time really flies!!

We had our class photoshooting for upcoming graduation show, where we have to present whatever we have done for our FYP (Final Year Project) and also everything we have for our portfolio.

Hmmm, it really excites me, knowing that I am GRADUATING SOON!!finally.. 3 years is just so fast!!!Just seems like just yesterday that I entered NAFA as freshie. Goin through Foundation year, then goes to my 2nd year, going through a very tough year that time. (coz it was combined between interior and exhibition ;p) then finally it comes to my FINAL YEARR!!wooowww!!!

It was so fun, though all of us (especially me and Evi) has been so struggled to finish up all our assignments and assesments. Stay overnight, seeing the sun rising, changing of the sky's colors from black or dark blue to light blue, yeahhh..so memorable!hahahaha...

Now I'm enjoying my school time (and have to!) coz everyone of us probably will walk on our on ways..T.T

some of us probably will continue our degree (I am applying =) ), some probably will go straightly to work, go back to their own country??, and probably joining National Service. hehehe...

hmmm, but it's ok, for now, I just want to enjoy my school time ;))

my 1st short hair cut! ;p

2009-03-08T20:01:00.000-07:00

yeah finally I've decided to change my hair style!

After years having a very very long hair (middle length of my back ;p), I was thinking to change it.
It's been since my Junior High School that I kept my hair to be very long. hehehe...

It's such a difficult decision for me to make, coz I felt that it's really 'not ME' to be in short hair!hahaha..(though it's quite tempting to cut it these few months, coz it's really became a hot trend in all over the world to be in short hair!hahaha)

But it was on Yon's demand and his mom to make my hair short (hahahaha), they said my face will look younger in short hair!LOL xp
It's quite funny at the first time (while other boyfriends prefer their girlfriend to be in long hair style, but for Yon is not!huehuehue).
In the other hand, my mom also asked me to cut my hair last November when I was in Bandung. I kept struggling and had some chat with friends to convince them that I'll look better in long hair style, but some people agreed that I should try the new one!ahaha...But at the end, I still kept my hair long ;p I even straighten my hair (smoothing) to be the reason that I don't want it to be short. hahaha...

Recently, I felt my hair is getting longer and messy (as in the cutting, coz they're getting longer), then I started to think to cut it.

So after being struggled for a few weeks (I need to think so long for this kind of case. hahaha), yesterday I decided to have my FIRST short haircut! On Summer's promotion, I went to her recommended saloon. hehe..Luckily, it's quite CHEAP!!I spent only 8 bucks to cut 80% of my long hair!hahaha...

Then it's quite funny, the person asked me, " Have you ever tried to cut your hair short?" then I replied "no". Then he said "waaa, so what an honour for me to be your 1st person to cut your hair!". Then I replied, "ya. So please make sure to make my hair nice in short style." hahahaha

He did it quite fast, but seems like very carefully. While he was cutting my hair at the left side, I said, " I think you don't need to cut the right one, just keep it longer at the other side." then he said, " I think it's not really suit you, your face is really ...( he said in Mandarin or something that I don't understand ;p)" then Summer helped me to translate, and she said, " Dia bilang, mukamu muka anak baik2, kurang cocok kalo rambutmu di panjangin sebelah gitu. " in English is, " He said, your face looks like a good girls' so it doesn't suit you to have a haircut like that. " ^^ hmmm, I said, " ok" so I just trust him to cut my hair whatever he thinks is good. hehehe...

I thank God that I don't need to spend so much to just have my hair cut in Singapore (coz in Indo is very cheap compared to Singapore's !hahaha) though Jindy and Evi noticed that there's a very little wrong cutting at the back, but I don't really care bout it, as long as I can't see it. hahahha...

ps: Lidya, this is the first time that I have a shorter haircut than you!hahahhaa (*proud*) ;p

Summer, thank you so much dear, to accompany me cutting my hair and explained to him, and also translated to me whatever he said. hahahaha

So, here it is, please take a look, and feel free to leave some comments. ;)

The day that the Lord has made

2009-02-21T17:37:00.001-08:00

Sunday, Feb 22nd 2009

Thank you God for one more new day =)

This morning I had a little jog at Emily Park at Sophia Road there.
I was enjoying myself jogging while an Indian uncle said "Morning" to me, hehe...
and from today onwards, I'll call him 'Uncle Morning'..hahahaha ;D

Actually I used to meet him every time I have a jog at the park.
And I just recalled that at the first time I met him, when he said a greet to me, I
didn't even greet him back!>,<" (so sorry uncle)

That time I was jogging with yon, then yon asked me, whether I greeted him back. And sadly, I said "no". Don't know why, but immediately I felt like so guilty..How come I didn't treat him well for such a nice uncle.

After several times had a jog there, I committed myself to do it better. So at the 2nd time, I tried to greet him back, and even put a smile to him (coz the uncle never put a smile at me, but I think coz he's doing his exercise while greeting, hehehe)..Hmmm, now I realized that as a Chinese-Indonesian girl (or even guys or anyone else) we bring 'this kind' of attitude or culture inside us.

But I don't want it to be 'boundary' to others. People may think that we're arrogant?or we're anti-social person even!hahahha...So we gotta CHANGE guys!!=)

But I feel so blessed, though it's only simple words being said out, but what a nice treat, to people that you don't even know them.

I want to bless others. Though I don't know who they are.

only by simple words..
God bless you =)

Good morninggg uncle, good morning everyonneeee ^^

Bapa sungguh baik

2009-02-17T00:50:00.000-08:00

Tiba2 keinget lagu ini...dah lama banget ga dinyanyiin..
Hari ini sungguh ga enak mood rasanya...huhuhu...

But I still try to give thanks to God=) sungguh melegakan...

Bapa...Engkau sungguh baik..
Kasih-Mu melimpah, di hidupku...

Bapa, kuberterimakasih...
Berkat-Mu hari ini, yang t'lah Kau s'diakan bagiku..

Kunaikkan syukurku, buat hari yang Kau bri...
Tak habis-habisnya, kasih dan rahmat-Mu...

S'lalu baru, dan tak pernah terlambat pertolongan-Mu...
Besar setia-Mu, di s'panjang hidupku...

So much better now..thank you God..You are the one and only, my Shelter and
my Comfort..=) So blessed...

tidak bisa berteman dengan electricity stuff >,<"

2009-02-10T01:26:00.000-08:00

haduh.memang seorang jejil kurang bisa bersahabat sama yang namanya TEKNOLOGI.
gaptek banget dah..

me re-format pc saja tidak bisa. Tapi katanya pc ku emang ada protectionnya gitu, jadi lebih susah buat di re-format. beuh..gatauk ah..gelap >,<

nahh kemaren juga.Sekarang giliran laptopku tersayang.huhuhu...kabelnya ganjen deh, kesenggol dikit ajah mati. kepegang dikit mati.haduhh...maunya apa toh kamu yanggg!!! lalu dalam seminggu tiba2 tewas..ga bisa dinyalakan sama sekali..mana ga rela pula buat ngeluarin duit buat beli charger baru, 100 dolar katanya yang asli.huhu...

Tapi thanks God deh...walaupun uda ga niat pegi k simlim square, tapi ternyata tidak sia2 aku ksana..dapet charger original (walopun 2nd hand) tapi MURAH!!CUMA 30 DOLARRR!!!HAHAHHAA...sangat bangga aku mendapatkannya...

Thanks a lot to Abang Bayu yang sudah merecommend ya..maap bang, jejil suda selalu merepotkan anda masalah perkomputeran...hehehe...Tapi sekarang rasanya bersyukur banget bisa kenal sama orang2 yang ahli dalam electricity...hohoho...

senang, senang, skarang tidak ada alasan lagi untuk tidak bikin tugas ya jilll...=)

Begadang itu sangat tidak baik

2009-02-02T01:27:00.000-08:00

Dapet message dari facebook ni..sangat informatif ;)
slamat membaca...

Syalom,

Kali ini saya mau share sesuatu tentang kesehatan yang ada hubungannya dengan tidur.

Minggu lalu saya ketemu dengan bekas teman kuliah saya dan dia menceritakan salah satu teman kami sedang di rawat di rumah sakit . Penyebabnya karena kecapean kerena sering begadang untuk selesaikan thesis. Kasihan juga. Kebetulan saya barusan berbincang-incang dengan mertua saya tentang saudara-saudara kita yang juga banyak yang sakit karena kurang menjaga kesehatan. Terutama tidur yang tidak teratur.

Saya pikir saya juga harus berhati-hati dengan kesehatan. Karena Tuhan juga menghendaki kita tidak terlalu memaksa diri. Waktu tidur adalah waktu istrirahat. Tubuh kita juga bait Rohkudus yang perlu dijaga dengan makanan yang baik, cukup minum. Tentu saja kita perlu juga berolahraga dan tidur cukup.

Beberapa ayat yang berkenaan dengan itu antara lain:

Kej 2:21 Lalu TUHAN Allah membuat manusia itu tidur nyenyak; ketika ia tidur, TUHAN Allah mengambil salah satu rusuk dari padanya, lalu menutup tempat itu dengan daging.

Tuhan perlu membuat Adam tidur nyenyak untuk memberi hadiah yang terbaik bagi Adam

Maz 4:9 Dengan tenteram aku mau membaringkan diri, lalu segera tidur, sebab hanya Engkaulah, ya TUHAN, yang membiarkan aku diam dengan aman.

Tuhan ingin kita segera tidur untuk memberikan kita rasa aman(kita tidak perlu kuatir)

Maz 127:2 Sia-sialah kamu bangun pagi-pagi dan duduk-duduk sampai jauh malam, dan makan roti yang diperoleh dengan susah payah--sebab Ia memberikannya kepada yang dicintai-Nya pada waktu tidur.

Jangan terlalu memaksa: Tuhan sanggup memberi yang terbaik bagi kita pada waktu kita tidur

Berikut pandangan terbaru tentang jam-jam tidur manusia yang perlu kita perhatikan (saya baru mendapat forward dari salah satu teman).

Penemuan Terbaru Mengenai Kanker Hati

Jangan Tidur Larut Malam

Para dokter di National Taiwan Hospital baru-baru ini mengejutkan dunia kedokteran karena ditemukannya kasus seorang dokter muda berusia 37 tahun yang selama ini sangat mempercayai hasil pemeriksaan fungsi hati (SGOT, SGPT), tetapi ternyata saat menjelang Hari Raya Imlek diketahui positif menderita kanker hati sepanjang 10 cm! Selama ini hampir semua orang sangat bergantung pada hasil indeks pemeriksaan fungsi hati (Liver Function Index). Mereka menganggap bila pemeriksaan menunjukkan hasil index yang normal berarti semua OK. Kesalahpahaman macam ini ternyata juga dilakukan oleh banyak dokter spesialis. Benar-benar mengejutkan, para dokter yang seharusnya memberikan pengetahuan yang benar pada masyarakat umum,ternyata memiliki pengetahuan yang tidak benar. Pencegahan kanker hati harus dilakukan dengan cara yang benar.Tidak ada jalan lain kecuali mendeteksi dan mengobatinya sedini mungkin, demikian kata dokter Hsu Chin Chuan. Tetapi ironisnya, ternyata dokte yang menangani kanker hati juga bisa memiliki pandangan yang salah, bahkan menyesatkan masyarakat, inilah penyebab terbesar kenapa kanker hati sulit
untuk disembuhkan. Penyebab utama kerusakan hati adalah :

1. Tidur terlalu malam dan bangun terlalu siang adalah penyebab paling utama

2. Pola makan yang terlalu berlebihan.

3. Tidak makan pagi.

4. Terlalu banyak mengkonsumsi obat-obatan.

5. Terlalu banyak mengkonsumsi bahan pengawet, zat tambahan, zat pewarna.

6. Minyak goreng yang tidak sehat! Sedapat mungkin kurangi penggunaan minyak goreng saat menggoreng makanan hal ini juga berlaku meski menggunakan minyak goreng terbaik sekalipun seperti olive oil. Jangan mengkonsumsi makanan yang digoreng bila kita dalam kondisi penat, kecuali dalam kondisi tubuh yang fit.

7. Mengkonsumsi masakan mentah (sangat matang) juga menambah beban hati. Sayur mayur dimakan mentah atau dimasak matang 3/5 bagian. Sayur
yang digoreng harus dimakan habis saat itu juga, jangan disimpan.

Kita harus melakukan pencegahan dengan tanpa mengeluarkan biaya tambahan. Cukup atur gaya hidup dan pola makanan sehari-hari. Perawatan dari pola makan dan kondisi waktu sangat diperlukan agar tubuh kita dapat melakukan penyerapan dan pembuangan zat-zat yang tidak berguna sesuai dengan jadwalnya,

Sebab:

@ Malam hari pk 9 - 11: adalah pembuangan

zat- zat tidak berguna/beracun (de-toxin) dibagian

sistem antibodi (kelenjar getah bening). Selama

durasi waktu ini seharusnya dilalui dengan suasana

tenang atau mendengarkan musik. Bila saat

itu seorang ibu rumah tangga masih dalam kondisi yang

tidak santai seperti misalnya mencuci piring atau

mengawasi anak belajar, hal ini dapat berdampak

negatif bagi kesehatan.

@ Malam hari pk 11 - dini Hari pk 1: saat

proses de-toxin di bagian hati, harus berlangsung

dalam kondisi tidur pulas.

@ Dini hari pk 1 - 3: proses de-toxin di

bagian empedu, juga berlangsung dalam kondisi tidur.

@ Dini hari pk 3 - 5: de-toxin di bagian

paru-paru. Sebab itu akan terjadi batuk yang hebat

bagi penderita batuk selama durasi waktu ini. Karena

proses pembersihan (de-toxin) telah mencapai saluran

pernafasan, maka tak perlu minum obat batuk agar

supaya tidak merintangi proses pembuangan kotoran.

@ Pagi pk 5 - 7: de-toxin di bagian usus

besar, harus buang air di kamar kecil.

@ Pagi pk 7 - 9: waktu penyerapan gizi

makanan bagi usus kecil, harus makan pagi. Bagi

orang yang sakit sebaiknya makan lebih pagi yaitu

sebelum pk 6:30. Makan pagi sebelum pk 7:30 sangat

baik bagi mereka yang ingin menjaga kesehatannya.

Bagi mereka yang tidak makan pagi harap merubah

kebiasaannya ini, bahkan masih lebih baik terlambat

makan pagi hingga pk 9-10 daripada tidak makan sama

sekali. Tidur terlalu malam dan bangun terlalu siang

akan mengacaukan proses pembuangan zat-zat tidak

berguna. Selain itu,dari tengah malam hingga pukul 4

dini hari adalah waktu bagi sumsum tulang belakang

untuk memproduksi darah. Sebab itu, tidurlah yang

nyenyak dan jangan terlalu sering begadang.

Hayo yang pada tukang begadang...

Dikurangin.. .

Martha and Mary by Dr.Janto Simkosaputera

2009-02-01T03:41:00.000-08:00

So eager to write this sermon that has been shared in Indonesian service..=)
oo guys, you should come!

Today I was so amazed with Dr. Janto Simkosaputera (JJ's father ^^). He shared his personal testimony before he received Christ as his Savior and Lord.

hmmm...can't really remember exactly about his uni life, but what I know is he's really such an intellect man!!!He got his Phd status in his 28!!He's a specialist doctor and spent most of his life in German to study.

He shared that he was such an arrogant doctor, coz he was the youngest doctor in the hospital, with all the most updated equipments!
During that time he wasn't a believer yet.
Then one day one of his patient came to him and said,"Doctor, you have everything you want in your very young age. But one thing you don't. You don't have Jesus in your heart."
Automatically Dr. Janto was shocked, but because he didn't know anything about Jesus, he answered the patient,"If you can show and bring Jesus to me, then I'll believe him."

But God was truly worked into his life to show His mighty power. Within only 6 months, he witnessed 3 patients of him that had cancer really badly get cured coz of their fervent prayer to Jesus!!!

From that time onwards, Dr. Jantjavascript:void(0)o started to soften his heart, coz he really saw how God works in human-being.

He is now a doctor and also a servant of God in one of a church in Jakarta (can't really remember what is the name of the church). He's leading about 8000 strong members!

It's just the personal testimony of him.hehe...then now I move on to his message=)

It's about Martha and Mary. We've read this passage in Luke 10:38-42 for times. But today's sermon was really opened my eyes widely and clearly...thanks God!=)

Martha and Mary are sisters. But there are three differences between Martha and Mary:

1. Intimacy with God (Luke 10:38)
(39)...Mary, who also sat at Jesus' feet and heard His word.
(40) But Martha was distracted with much serving, and she approached Him and said, "Lord, do You not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Therefore tell her to help me."

But what did Jesus say to Martha??

(41) And Jesus answered and said to her, "Martha, Martha, you are worried and troubled about many things. (42)But one thing is needed, and Mary has chosen that good part, which will not be taken away from her."

From these passage, Jesus really showed us, that it's not all about serving, but God wants INTIMACY with us!Intimacy with God must comes first in our life.

How much time do we spend to have Intimacy with God everyday?

Though now we're serving the Lord through our ministry, but we went to busy with our own businesses. We don't have Intimacy anymore with Him, it's not what He wants! Yes, He wants us to tell the world about the salvation, but if we can't balance and even don't have intimacy anymore with Him, we can't do greater things in our life!!We can't impact people's life!

2. Humbleness (John 11:1-3, 17, 20)
Lazarus of Bethany, a man whom Jesus loves so much, was dying. But Jesus chose to extend staying in His place for two more days!(Indonesian version says: Yesus SENGAJA tinggal di tempat di mana Dia berada).

Once Jesus came over to the place, Martha was approached Him and said,"Lord, if You had been here, my brother would not have died."
Mary was also approached Jesus, but the difference was Mary HUMBLED herself before Jesus, fell down at His feet, and said to Jesus SAME SENTENCE like Martha.

Mary knew who she was to stand before the King of kings. She had to humble herself. Her attitude moved Jesus' heart (33) and so Jesus arose Lazarus from the dead. (It's the result of Mary's attitude).

3. Giving the Best (John 12:1-3)
Because of the Intimacy of Mary's, Mary knew when is the day of Jesus' Passover.
And of course, as the loved one, we want to GIVE OUR BEST before our loved one gone.
(3) Then Mary took a pound of very costly oil of spikenard (cost +/- 13 million rupiahs), anointed the FEET of Jesus, and wiped His feet with HER HAIR!!! wow!!! what a best gift ever that Mary gave to Jesus.

Siz and Bro, it's time for us to re-check ourself, whether we are a "Mary" or "Martha".
Jesus doesn't want all of us to just get busy with our own stuff. I remember a sentence of Ps. Tan, he said, "If Jesus has one need, it would be our FELLOWSHIP with Him."
Guys, let's praise and worship Him even deeper and intimate. As we all know, Jesus' 2nd coming is coming really really soon. Would we give our best to God through our offering, building fund, or tithing? I'd like to encourage all of you guys to do so. Dr. Janto said, "When the Lord's heart is moved, all the miracles could be happened." It's true guys...so how we move His heart?
It's only by Intimacy.

Today you may still be a "Martha" that being busy alone by yourself. But let's ask God to CHANGE us to be a "Mary".

God bless you all =)

A Lesson taken from Agur, the son of Jakeh

2009-01-31T16:35:00.000-08:00

Read: Proverbs 30

Agur was not a 'normal' man. He said in verse 2, " Surely I am more stupid than any man, and do not have the understanding of a man".

He even did not not know his Lord of lords. But truly, through this man that I believe he used by God much more than everyone else. Though he didn't have normal knowledge, but God showed His ultimate power through this man.

When I was reading this passage, I was wondering, how come such an abnormal man can understand this: "Every word of God is pure; He is a shield to those who put their trust in Him.", which means it proves that Agur was desiring so much to know his God! (*WOW*)

do we desire to know God more and more every single day??

These are some points that I learnt from Agur:

1. Recognise our weaknesses.
Doesn't mean we may get disappointed or just simply don't care about it. But we must turn it into STRENGTH! =)
for example: you know that you know that you ARE SOOO FORGETFUL person. Don't just simply 'surrender' to such situation. turn it into strength! by having your notebook always at your side, note down whatever you need to, then you may remember better about tasks you should do each day =)

2. Desire of God's protection.
Agur knows that he DOESN'T have what others do. But he begged God to protect him.
(7-9) Two things I request from You (Deprive me not before I die): Remove falsehood and lies far from me; Give me neither poverty nor riches -- Feed me with the food allotted to me; Lest I be full and deny You, and say, " Who is Lord?" Or lest I be poor and steal and profane the name of my God."

He may not know what is called badness or evil, or even goodness in his life. So He prayed that God may put him afar from those. (His limitation of knowledge may not allow him to do it himself).

3. Limitation doesn't make him murmur or disappointed.
In this whole Proverbs 30, I don't find any disappointment verse of him was murmuring to God. It's amazing! He even kept praying to God though he didn't know so much about his God.

4. Learn from your surrounding.
Take the good or even bad things from what arounds you. Don't take it for granted, but use it as something that may help you. Agur did learn from his surroundings (25-33) and those let him to learn more about LIFE.

Our life may sometimes feel so gloomy, so down. But take it as time for us to learn more, and don't let it happen again and again.

I wanna be strong like Agur, how about you?? =)

Gbu=)

new school days after holiday =)

2009-01-12T06:06:00.000-08:00

Finally it comes to my 1st day to go back to school after quite some time of holiday (what a wasted holiday!hahahaha)

I spent my one last month of my holiday in Singapore. In fact, it's my 1st time to spend my Christmas and New Year holiday here (though it's my 3rd year of studying in Singapore.hahaha) I found it's quite fun too! Coz usually I just spend my Christmas and New Year's eve in Bandung with my family =) (quite missing that time though =.=)

But I really enjoyed my holiday in Singapore. Lots of thanks to all my friends that kept asking me to go out when i felt so bored.hahaha...

ok, let's review a lil' bit bout what I did during my wasted holiday. hahaha...

1. for the first 2 weeks i woke up very very late!hahaha...after slept for so long (almost 12 hours =.= what a piggy day!) then really got nothing to do =.=

2. after that 2 weeks, I started to be a lil' bit more gila with bu nessya. We had a really exciting 'dating'!hahaha...(maaf ya bapak yanuar ;p) so we went to Ikea (she's never been there before!LOL...;p) just to take some pics of us!hahahaha...(I saw some people stared at us!hahaha...sirik mereka ga difoto!;p)

then me and nessya also went to the Tampines Ikea, together with Lidya that really loves to eat chicken wing!!hahaha...(everywhere she goes, she will order it!ckckckck) and also with Ishak, a guy who was really free during holiday, though he was in the midst of his FYP time =.= (jangan dicontoh de yg ini.hihihihi) then of course with Ms. Jindy Therejia Mejjah that always avail herself to be always with us!=)

3. Together with bu nessya (again^^) we slept in Lidya's house for a nite. We kept talking to each other, told stories, until we didn't realize that it's been 3 o'clock in the morning!hahahaha...what a fun!=)

4. Went to cinemas for a few times!aiyooo...so wasting money lehhhh...hahhaa...so singlish la me! ;p Ip Man, Twilight, Bedtime Stories, Passengers, and many more!hahaha...

5. And here comes the worst part of my holiday: RESTAURANTS! huhu, we spent lots of time to go to many different restaurants and cafes. Pitstop, Swensens, Billy Bombers, New York New York, and last but not least was Starbucks!huhu...wo de qian!hahaha..(gag rela gitu ngeluarin duitnya!) hadu jejil, kamu boros skale liburan niii...huhuhu...(but I don't forget my Building fund and Tithing donggg ^^)

howke. so in conclusion i was sooo wasted my holiday with such things.ikz...(penyesalan selalu datang belakangan =.=) maap ya ko, aku lom ngerjain rumahmu ni...huhu =.=

diet yang gagal, uang sangat boros, FYP proposal tidak tersentuh...haduh jejil...promise that next holiday has to be a better one than this!;p

but i really wanna give thanks for this time of holiday, I really feel that i'm Charged up with everything! enough sleeps, more than enough fun stuffs, get closer to the people around, and finally i did make up my room so well!hahahaha...

we have to be thankful in everything, don't we?^^ so thanks God for everything!yea!!Let's have a good start for this year!=)

Everyone's Expectations

2009-01-07T09:30:00.000-08:00

Expectation.

Everyone has many expectations to be fulfilled. Either with the people around them, or even with themselves. Yeah, we do have soooo many expectations.

According to Kamus.com, "expectation" means outlook, prospect: belief about (or mental picture of) the future , expected value.

So, we may conclude, Expectation means something that we want ourself or someone else to do about us that hopefully it gonna be CHANGED in the future.

fiuhhh, sounds so challenging, doesn't it?? (for me too!)

It's not easy to fulfill our expectations neither people's expectations. It even maybe one of the toughest thing in the world to be happened (trust me!)^^

What if someone expects you to be like what they want? You should be wondering, that they should accept you the way you are! But is it true??
The fact is, there's no one in this world that is perfect! and we live with other people around us. So there must be 'adjustment' that should take place. We can't just simply be selfish and ask them to do the adjustment alone. Imagine if everyone thinks that way??oooo nooooo >,<"

Unhappy??ya, it's not an easy task to do. But we do have to 'adjust' with other people around us. Not just to simply fulfill their expectations on us, but it's also for our own goodness =)

Indonesians often say: "Terkadang orang lain lebih tau tentang kita daripada diri kita sendiri."
(English version) "Sometimes other people may know us better rather than ourself!"
So there are sometimes that we may unconsciously did something that harm others. We may not see it, so it's good to listen other's warn on us =)

ya, it's good to listen to other's opinion =) (I'm learning this too, and it's not as easy as I thought! But I believe that we are more than CONQUEROR! ^^)

In this time I wanna say my deep sorry to my beloved people around me.
I may hurt you in the past times or maybe something that I may do in the future times. I'm not a perfect person, so guys..pleasseeeee, forgive me for everything I've done to you. I'll try to always be a better one. I may not reach your expectation's level, but I'll try my best to keep moving on trying and trying.

I may disappoint you several times, and it'll be evenmore (trust me!again...hehe...coz I'm not perfect, and neither you =) )
So let's do this together, keep loving each other, keep believing, trusting and encourage each other, k!!^^

Remember that when we warn somebody, it's not aiming to harm him/her.
But let's encourage them to be better and better in the future times. =)

God bless you all, all the best!=)

jawaban doaku ^^

2009-01-06T19:23:00.000-08:00

Last night felt so terrible for me..But praise God! that He do listens to every single prayer!=)

Matthew 7:7 (NKJV)
"Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.

(8) For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.

Thank you Lord, that You really listen to every burden heart, that You truly never leave us alone in the wilderness.

You do keep strengthening me..

I am strong! this is the NEW ME! =)

Phil 4:13 (NKJV)
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!"

=)

.....

2009-01-06T07:38:00.000-08:00

Lord, You are the one who give me strength
Not the strength to do evil, but the strength in my heart
To keep standing, to face all of these

Lord, I beg You, to keep renewing it
I can't pass it through without You

People may see that I am as strong as I seem to be
But I'm not
I'm just as weak as the weakest people in the world
I'm just as fragile as him

Though I may 'strengthen' people around me sometimes
But I can't do it to myself
I need You Lord
the only one I need.

liburan sebentar lagiii....habis!

2009-01-03T07:30:00.000-08:00

9 days to go to waste my holiday!!huahuahuahua...yeppeeee!!!

smua rencana GAGAL TOTALLLLLLL!!!

rencana pertama: jogging! --> baru 1x terjadi! (apa 2x ya??kayanya 2 dueh.huahuahua menyenangkan diri sendiri ;p) yg ada malah bgn siangggg molo tiap hari, untung ga makan banyak2, klo ga saia sdh tambah membabi dr yg dolo!huahuahauahua =.= (pembelaan tak diapproved!) kyaaaaaaaaaa..

rencana kedua: research ke museum! (tiada timbul niat sedikitpun!)
yg ada malah jalan2, nonton, makan,jalan2, nonton, makan, foto2.bakakakaka....*devil laugh*

rencana ketiga: bersihin n rapiin kamar! hmmm hmmm...i did it on small small part of my room, but never really did it wholeheartedly (baca: ga niat!, red)

hadoh jejil...wad is dis man!=.=

ok.9 days to go...if we fail to plan , we plan to fail!! (by: ps. Kong Hee)

hoo noooo...

my thanks for all of u =)

2009-01-02T10:40:00.000-08:00

yaaaa finally i got my real blog!!hhahaha...

sdh lama tdk pernah menulis2 spt ini...dl bikinnya di fs dowank!!hahaha...kuacian dueh...=.=
at dis point of time, i really wanna thank to all ppl around me dat hv changed my life to be a better one..;)

1. My Beloved God, Jesus Christ
makasi Tuhan, dah ubah cecil buat jd cecil yg skrg..cecil yg ckp bawel (huehue..), cecil yg ga pundungan (a.k.a. betean), cecil yg bole makin sayang ma family n friends ;) *harus bangga sama cecil yg skrg!hohoho* makasi Tuhan dah ngasi aku such a loving family (n 'families' di manapun aku berada ;) )

Makasi Tuhan, dah mau sacrificed urself on the cross..There's no one like u, no others can do, Lord...

Thanks a lot ya Papiiii ^^

2. My Beloved Family

makasi ya papi,mami,dan adik2ku yg tercinta..utey ku jg (a.k.a suster pengasuh di rmh..huehue)..tx for all the loves, all the supports, all the encouragements from all of u...

makasi papi mami yg uda nyari duit susah2 buat anak2nya yg nakal2, boros, mabur sana sini (bikin watir ortu ajah =.=) yg suka melawan ortu, yg bikin kecewa dgn nilainya yg jelek2 karena main teruzzzzz ...>,<>h!

papi,mami...jejil sayang kalian, sayang keluarga...

wlpn keluargaku ga sangat ekspresif buat nunjukin how is love...but
it shows in many different ways, but deep inside i noe dat it came from ur deep heart as well..makasiii =)

3. My Beloved Ko Yon ;)

makasi banyak ko, for all wad u've done n given to me..i noe dat it's not an easy journey in order to get dis level..

makasi ko, dah jadi koyon yg sll mau dgr ceritakuw, nasihatin aku, smangatin aku buat tgs2ku...koyon yg sll bikin aku cekakakan gara2 kepolosannya (huahuahuahua...ketawa lage ;p) koyon yg sll humble buat minta maap sama aku gara2 aku minta ini itu dan keegoisan aku bikin aku ngerasa klo km ga pernah ngasi apa2 k aku..(maapin aku kooo...): ) koyon yg sll dtg k hostel n rela ga kmn2 krn aku gada ide mau kmn, n males keluar duit =.= koyon yg rela merogoh kocek buat ngasi aku kado wlpn dia yg lagi ultah...koyon yg hrs tabah difoto karena pacarnya yg narjiz ini ingin difoto terussss,huahuahuahua...koyon yg bisa jd romantis wlpn dl kaw menganggap being romantic itu garink (ya ga ya??hahaha)...koyon yg sll nganter aku plg sampe dpn rumah wlpn cape n jauh...koyon yg sll nlp aku tiap hari krn jejil yg pelit, jarang nlp (hueeee =.=) koyon yg rela nemenin aku yg lagi nangis, wlpn aku kesel, aku suru plg, tapi tetep maunya nemenin aku...*huhuhu terharu jadinya*
koyon yg rela nunggu aku dandan lama2, (wlpn koyon ga suka sm yg namanya "menunggu") tapi tetep wkt ketemu aku, koyon tetep senyum, n bilang aku cantik ^^ n koyon yg sbnrnya ga sk ma cewe peminim, tp tetep sk klo liat aku dandan ;P tambah lagi koyon yg demennya n hobinya jogging, tp ttp sabar menghadapi pacarnya yg susah bgn pagi saat liburan ini..hahaha...

tears n joy hv been involved in it, but as we pursue n keep holding on to our dreams n visions, i do believe dat God has greater things ahead!=) let's walk n run together ya ko..=)

tx for keep supporting me, being beside me in my gud n bad times..

Lov u, ko...=)

4. My Beloved Family in Indo
makasi banyak smuaaa, spupu2ku, spupunya spupukuw, teman2nya spupuku, kenalan2nya teman2ku, teman2 dari aku lahir sampai segede gambreng geneee, teman2 yg tetap setia ngontekin aku wlpn aku jarang mengontek, tetep bertukar kabar dan bersua, wlpn lewat fs ato fb (facebook --> bagi yg tdk tahu...hueeee^^)..

ina, shellin, vero, marlina, deasy, chenchung, fenny, anggit, citra, siska, raisa, elsa, lidya (skrg jd family ku di singapur jg =) ) dan yg lain yg sangat banyak yg tdk sanggup aku tls disini...but u all noe how i lov u guys ^^ maap saia jarang mengabari kalo plg indo, maklumlah, merasa bersalah kalo nomer abodemen kuw menjd sangat mahal...*dimarahin sama ade sndr klo bill tlp mahal, red* hueee...

juga buat guru2ku yg masi tetap menyapakuw (guru sd, smp, sma, bahkan tk!^^) ibu nur, bu sandra, pa dadi, bu hani, pa willy (uuuu papiiiii ...), pa danil yg tak pernah lupa sms tiap hari ultahku...^^ terimakaji smuaaaa ^^

5. My Beloved Family in Singapore
makasi banyak smuaanyaaaa...sis n bro yg super duper garink terutama di S43!yg bikin gigi iktan garing jg (kering, red) hahaha...how to say, but u guys r really 'gila'!huahuahuahua...but of course in a gud way =)
terimakaji smuaaa, yg uda bikin jejil jenang teruj (ganti smua 'j' dgn 's' kecuali "jejil" --> cecil! =p ) terimakaji banyak krn kalian dah mau dgr sgala kekesalankuw, kebeteankuw, kegaringankuw (juga!huahua), kesemsemankuw (apa coba??!!)...smuanya...makaji sodara!huahuahua

terimakaji banyak buat CHC terutama ps.kong hee, ps.tan, ps.derek n ps. aries, dan pst2 laen yg saia tak sanggup sebut jg nama2nya, krn sangatlah banyaknya, jg helpers n leaders terutama di YA zone! u guys rockz!!^_~ let's keep impacting the marketplace!=)

trimakaji banyak jg ko yohandi, yg terus bangun aku jd cecil yg skrg...lewat sermons wlpn lewat teguran yg sangat membangunku,dll...smuanya berharga ko buat aku...*love* ^^

terimakaji jg yg pernah exist in my life in singapore, though it was really2 short of time, but all of the massage, all the courage dat u guys gave last time, it truly built me up!=)

growin together in JC family, goin thru troubles n problems, though so many hurts n lackings took place too, but we could pass it thru *yeaahhhhh!!!*

keep on fire guys, keep holding on to each other, keep supporting, keep encouraging! =)

Lov u all guys ^^

hmmm...siapa lagi ya...hmmm hmmm...*wondering*

yg pasti smua org yg mgkn baru aku kenal jg di singapore yg sungguh sempit namun menyenangkan inih. salam kenalll dan aku senang bertemu dan kenal kalian.

yaaa pkoknya smua yg blm sempat disebut dlm blog ini...aku sayang kalian smua...terimaji Papi, dat i hv such a wonderful life..

hoamm...jejil mengantuk!saia bubu dl howkeee??!!oke. ^^ (mengikuti drama di CHC ^^)
slamat tdr duniaaa...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!=)

God bless u all...u r all so precious to me...=)