Love...Love...

I really thank God for everything He has done in my life. 

He really makes everything BEAUTIFUL in its time. 

Persistence and perseverance, seems like nothing compare to Your love, God

Draw me close to You evenmore each day..

Love...Love...

my super mom ;)

My mom just visited me in Singapore since few days ago for my Graduation Show. so happy for it, after a very long time ;) 

I thank God for everything. 

It's a great thing to be a mother. I never realized this before. hehehe...But what a lovely experience that I got from her. Usually as a child, what we do to our mother is complaining, complaining and complaining. She kept nagging on us to do this and that. 

But have we ever thought why she did that??Does she do it because of her unloving side of us??of course not guys. 

It was me myself who experienced it. just few days ago. I felt so uncomfortable when she was nagging at me. Inside my heart I kept telling my self, "I know it, mom!I know!!". But thank God that He gave me a clear mind that she did it because she loves me ;) so I just kept quiet and do what she wanted me to do. 

Our parents never wants to either hurt or harm us. They do want to give the BEST for us. Maybe we would never know, how much have they put or given their EVERYTHING just to make us happy and convenient. 

My mom also taught me, how to be patient, how to love unconditionally, how to sacrifice. Thank you mom, without you, I won't be like who I am now. Thank you for sending me to study in Singapore, while I was complaining again and again, coz I wanted to stay in Bandung. But I learnt to be independent here. How to be 'people centered'. not 'self centered'. I'm still trying hard to do my best here =)

I love you mom...I'm so grateful to be your child =)  

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hello yellooo, i'm back!after a very long time..hehehe..
so sorry guys, never update you all, but it's been really tough for me to finish all my Final Year Project!fiuhhh....full of freedom now ;p

may I share in Indonesian??ehem..ehem..

belakangan ini rasanya berat bgt ngejalanin smua..ya tugaslah, mo pindahah rumah lah, pacar??hmm...not really si untungnya ;D yaaa, pkonya berasa berat bgt buat ngejalanin smuanya..temen2 di skola kok rasanya ga supportive, malah rasanya kok competitive bgt, malah in negative way...hmmm yahh maklumlah, kelas Exhibition Design cuman ber14...dan cuman ada 1 kelas..jadi ya hasilnya bgitu...

Tapi berhubung seorang Cecil sudah di set untuk selalu menjadi Positive Thinker, jadi yg saya pikirkan hanya.."yah, lumayanlah, klo kelasnya competitive berarti our quality jadi High Standard donk?" betul??^^ ...(I really thank God for this;) ) di saat para junior pada bilang klo kelasnya kurang lah standardnya dsb, tapi di 3rd year ini malah berasa sangat amat sebaliknya..

yah...walopun sering banget BETE ama kelakuan beberapa orang temen2 skelas yang sangat tidak Mature itu, tapi karena saya yg mature, ya hrs ngalah donk, betul??^^

jadi yaaa, saya jalanin aja hidupku yg kurang lebih agak tragis krn sekelas sm mereka..STRESS bow!!coba aja klian bayangin, hidup 1 taun (ada yg lebih) sama temen2 yg negatively competitive...hmmmm, yg ga kebayang emang hrs nyobain dolo si...wakakkaa..jgn si tapi,,klo ada yg tmn skelasnya supportive smua, BERSYUKURLAH akan hal itu!hehehe...

yahh..hal lain dan sebagainya..sibuk jg sama urusan gereja, lg mo assesment, banyak artis yg dtg k gereja..ya Nafa Urbach and Zac Lee, Ello, dll..(kan mo bolos jd ga bisa!wakakaka) jadi emang hrs bener2 atur waktu sedemikian rupa buat bisa nyelesain smua task!yeah!!

Jadi kesetresanku adalah, di saat smua org gan jiong bgt ngerjain FYP, gue msh sempet2nya keliling ksana kemari...dr ujung singapore yg di kiri(Expo) ampe yg di kanan (Jurong West)!!haiah!!...but I'm trying to get used to it lah.hahaha..

blm lg, ada sohib lama yg ada performance FYP nya..lalu saia berkunjung dah..(ahirnya hr itu ga kerja tgs sm skali dueh..haizzz) merasa sangat bersalah klo ga ngerjain tgs sharian...ya eyalah yaa...T.T yaaaaa pkonya long story bgt deh perjuangan FYP kuuu, dah penuh darah dan air mata ituu...(cm iyon yg tau...wakakaka)

I realised that sometimes even as a leader, it's not really good to hide your emotion mannn, krn jadinya malah berantakan...!!!huhuhuhu...abis bingung jg..pny pacar ya sibuk bgt..ga bsa dikontek dah klo lg kerja..rumet,idupnya lbh seteres dr g, malah ntar dia yg tambh setres lg. member yg laen, lg sama2 sibuk ngerjain FYP..hmm...fam and friends yg di indo??yahh, males ah, mahal jg konteknya...wakakkka...yeah, I was ALONE man...ikz...tp ya sutrahlah, I did it man!hehehe...

Ironis emang, kusadari emang tiap assesment ga pernah bisa berjalan so smoothly...adaaaaa aja yg distract!ya yg itu tadi uda tak list down apa2 aja yg bikin aku bingung..hmm...

oiya, tambah lg..kemaren ini komputerku jg dipinjammmm, jadi ya nasib dah ga bisa ngerjain tgs sendiri..(cerita ini jadi rahasia ;p) alhasil, setelah beres dipinjam, malah jd gue yg buru2 bikin tgs sendiri!!nasibbb, nasibbb...tp ya ada value jg ni...laen kli, klo emang tugas sndiri lom beres, JANGAN PINJEMIN barang sendiri k org laen dl...bukan pelit lohhh, tapi drpd pusing n mess up sendiri, palagi ini FYP geto lochh!!!haiahhhh...ahh sudah deh, tak usa dibahas lbh jauh, tar malah luka hatiku..(cuih basana!hahahaha)

to make the story shorter, wakkaa..FYP ku agak KACAU!!karena bikin presentation board buru2..lecturer bilang klo boardku disappointing..huhuhuhu...T.T yahhh mo gmna lg, wong bikinnya dengan mata yg sudah melek slama 24 jam..dah capek pek pek!!dan ga sempet prepare buat verbal presentation..yahhh Tuhannnn gmn ini...

dalem hatiku aku cm minta grace dr Tuhan...wlpn aku tau, usaha yg uda aku lakuin KURANG BGTTTTT, dibanding presentation sblm2 nya...ikz...God, I really saddd!!!>,<

But God really comfort me..
Yoh 14:1

"Janganlah gelisah hatimu; percayalah kepada Allah, percayalah juga kepadaKu..."

Yoh 14:27

"Damai sejahtera Kutinggalkan bagimu. Damai sejahtera-Ku Kuberikan kepadamu, dan apa yg Kuberikan TIDAK SEPERTI yg diberikan oleh dunia kepadamu. JANGANLAH GELISAH DAN GENTAR HATIMU."
(penekanan ditambahkan ;p)

oohhh God, how I lov Youuuu....it's so sweet Lord..pas baca ini, ADEM AYEM gt loh rasane...God always knows what is the best for me...dan aku tau, sgala ssuatu bakal indah TEPAT pada waktunya..;) so I don't need to worry anymore...i know that I am the HEAD, NOT the TAIL!!yeahh!!!!

I believe that God has prepared something great for me!!whatever it is...though it's may be not the time yet, but I'll wait patiently and persistently...I am the child of God who carry His power!

Lord, teach me how to be more like You...and I believe, di balik smuanya ini, ada MAKSUD Tuhan yg hrs di nyatain...Amennn....=)


lov You, lov You, lov You...=)

He truly hears my little prayer!=)

Deep give thanks from me to my beloved God..He truly hears every single our prayer!=)

I thank God that I may know Him so closely that I may ask everything in His name. When I am weak, You are STRONG!!Praise God!!^^

Since we have our Prayer Book (launched by CHC^^), I become more and more excited and surely more persistent in my personal prayer (thank you so much to Ps. Tan as he proposed this idea ;p). I believe as we keep knocking heaven's door, God will always be there to open it. =)

Just a short testimony from me about my school life ^^

Recently, it's quite a struggling for me to deal with my time management. As some of you know, I am currently a full time 3rd year student in NAFA. hmmm..Exhibition Design major is not as easy as some people think. It's really tough though. *sighhh*

Besides, I'm also serving in church ministry that requires me to make time for some meetings, such as Leaders Meeting, Cell Group Meeting, and of course weekend services every week. Some more, I need to support Indonesian Service every Sunday. No, I'm not complaining about this. In fact, I really enjoy it! I love to be in the house of God! ;)

And the other thing, having a boyfriend in my final year is not easy indeed. hahaha...
yeah, surely I have to make time as well to accompany him. My bf is currently working full time in quite a prominent company in Singapore. So there's no doubt that he will be so busy most of the time. Some more, he's quite trusted by his boss (he said it's really irritating to be trusted by his boss!hahahaha...)

He 's not working in normal working days. There are long and short weeks that he has. For the long week, he will end on Wednesday, where for the short one is Tuesday. So when he is free, of course I have to make time to meet him or chat with him more at least.
So of course there are some days when I was very very busy, but then I can't get rid to meet him =.= But I don't want to make it some stressful issue, I just wanna enjoy every single time as a 'refreshing'.hehehehe..(In fact, may I say that I'm not a stressful minded kind of people??hehe...I just enjoy everything I have ;D )

Yeah, so being a final year student with lots of issues is quite tough for me ;p
Until I felt that I wouldn't be able to do better if the situation is consistently like now. But I keep thanking God for everything I get so far. I asked Him to keep strengthening me, so that I won't get lost, discouraged, or etc.

I also praying for great breakthrough for my study. Coz it was quite decreasing in terms of my grades. I kept praying so I won't miss my time management.

As I persistently pray for those areas, finally God starts to show me some things greater in my study area. Especially in my Final Year Project (FYP), God really starts to move!!
At the beginning of this project, I was really no idea about what I should do for the next step. But ended with my lecturers told me that my floor plan design was the most completed among all!

The other thing, I really never stay overnight to do my work anymore for this semester!hehehe...Even if I stayed overnight, it's just for several days. Then my lecturers start to see some of my further development of my design, and they really like it!

Even for my last presentation (that just ended this afternoon ;p) I did it quite in a rush!Just finish 10 mins before presentation!!!>,<"
then when I was in front of the accessors already, I just realised that there are some pages were gone!!goshhh...I did not have time to re-check it!But I was just pretending nothing happened and kept presenting what I have.
By the end of the presentation, one of the external accessors said that I was the best today!!yeay!!^^ PRAISE GODDD!!!;D

Then, it's just last week that my other lecturer said that one of my subject got 'A' grade!!Then the other lecturer also said that our group's project of history was impressed her!though we did it in rush too!wakaka( don't follow this one ;p)

But overall, I thank God for everything. I believe that promotions come from God. Just wait for the correct time to come upon us. Keep persistently pray what we eager for, and God shall hear our prayers!!and don't forget to always have a POSITIVE thinking!=)

God bless guys...;)

Graduation show's photoshoot 060309

We're graduating sooonnnn!!!really really soon I mean. Just less than 2 months!goshhhh...time really flies!!

We had our class photoshooting for upcoming graduation show, where we have to present whatever we have done for our FYP (Final Year Project) and also everything we have for our portfolio.

Hmmm, it really excites me, knowing that I am GRADUATING SOON!!finally.. 3 years is just so fast!!!Just seems like just yesterday that I entered NAFA as freshie. Goin through Foundation year, then goes to my 2nd year, going through a very tough year that time. (coz it was combined between interior and exhibition ;p) then finally it comes to my FINAL YEARR!!wooowww!!!

It was so fun, though all of us (especially me and Evi) has been so struggled to finish up all our assignments and assesments. Stay overnight, seeing the sun rising, changing of the sky's colors from black or dark blue to light blue, yeahhh..so memorable!hahahaha...

Now I'm enjoying my school time (and have to!) coz everyone of us probably will walk on our on ways..T.T

some of us probably will continue our degree (I am applying =) ), some probably will go straightly to work, go back to their own country??, and probably joining National Service. hehehe...

hmmm, but it's ok, for now, I just want to enjoy my school time ;))

my 1st short hair cut! ;p

yeah finally I've decided to change my hair style!

After years having a very very long hair (middle length of my back ;p), I was thinking to change it.
It's been since my Junior High School that I kept my hair to be very long. hehehe...

It's such a difficult decision for me to make, coz I felt that it's really 'not ME' to be in short hair!hahaha..(though it's quite tempting to cut it these few months, coz it's really became a hot trend in all over the world to be in short hair!hahaha)

But it was on Yon's demand and his mom to make my hair short (hahahaha), they said my face will look younger in short hair!LOL xp
It's quite funny at the first time (while other boyfriends prefer their girlfriend to be in long hair style, but for Yon is not!huehuehue).
In the other hand, my mom also asked me to cut my hair last November when I was in Bandung. I kept struggling and had some chat with friends to convince them that I'll look better in long hair style, but some people agreed that I should try the new one!ahaha...But at the end, I still kept my hair long ;p I even straighten my hair (smoothing) to be the reason that I don't want it to be short. hahaha...

Recently, I felt my hair is getting longer and messy (as in the cutting, coz they're getting longer), then I started to think to cut it.

So after being struggled for a few weeks (I need to think so long for this kind of case. hahaha), yesterday I decided to have my FIRST short haircut! On Summer's promotion, I went to her recommended saloon. hehe..Luckily, it's quite CHEAP!!I spent only 8 bucks to cut 80% of my long hair!hahaha...

Then it's quite funny, the person asked me, " Have you ever tried to cut your hair short?" then I replied "no". Then he said "waaa, so what an honour for me to be your 1st person to cut your hair!". Then I replied, "ya. So please make sure to make my hair nice in short style." hahahaha

He did it quite fast, but seems like very carefully. While he was cutting my hair at the left side, I said, " I think you don't need to cut the right one, just keep it longer at the other side." then he said, " I think it's not really suit you, your face is really ...( he said in Mandarin or something that I don't understand ;p)" then Summer helped me to translate, and she said, " Dia bilang, mukamu muka anak baik2, kurang cocok kalo rambutmu di panjangin sebelah gitu. " in English is, " He said, your face looks like a good girls' so it doesn't suit you to have a haircut like that. " ^^ hmmm, I said, " ok" so I just trust him to cut my hair whatever he thinks is good. hehehe...

I thank God that I don't need to spend so much to just have my hair cut in Singapore (coz in Indo is very cheap compared to Singapore's !hahaha) though Jindy and Evi noticed that there's a very little wrong cutting at the back, but I don't really care bout it, as long as I can't see it. hahahha...

ps: Lidya, this is the first time that I have a shorter haircut than you!hahahhaa (*proud*) ;p

Summer, thank you so much dear, to accompany me cutting my hair and explained to him, and also translated to me whatever he said. hahahaha

So, here it is, please take a look, and feel free to leave some comments. ;)

The day that the Lord has made

Sunday, Feb 22nd 2009

Thank you God for one more new day =)

This morning I had a little jog at Emily Park at Sophia Road there.
I was enjoying myself jogging while an Indian uncle said "Morning" to me, hehe...
and from today onwards, I'll call him 'Uncle Morning'..hahahaha ;D

Actually I used to meet him every time I have a jog at the park.
And I just recalled that at the first time I met him, when he said a greet to me, I
didn't even greet him back!>,<" (so sorry uncle)

That time I was jogging with yon, then yon asked me, whether I greeted him back. And sadly, I said "no". Don't know why, but immediately I felt like so guilty..How come I didn't treat him well for such a nice uncle.

After several times had a jog there, I committed myself to do it better. So at the 2nd time, I tried to greet him back, and even put a smile to him (coz the uncle never put a smile at me, but I think coz he's doing his exercise while greeting, hehehe)..Hmmm, now I realized that as a Chinese-Indonesian girl (or even guys or anyone else) we bring 'this kind' of attitude or culture inside us.

But I don't want it to be 'boundary' to others. People may think that we're arrogant?or we're anti-social person even!hahahha...So we gotta CHANGE guys!!=)

But I feel so blessed, though it's only simple words being said out, but what a nice treat, to people that you don't even know them.

I want to bless others. Though I don't know who they are.

only by simple words..
God bless you =)

Good morninggg uncle, good morning everyonneeee ^^